Can I Feel Loved?
August 11 2013
Part 9 of summer 2013 God’s Answers To Your Questions series
Life is filled with things that can bother you and that can be problems for you – questions you might wish you had answers for. These things can range from how to deal with the economy and the way if affects y our daily life to how to be a Christian man to how to deal with “difficult people” to how to deal with emotions such as anger to how to “tame your tongue” to how to be more patient to how to share your faith.
Well, as a Christian you can believe that the Bible gives you God’s answers to your questions in life. Paul wrote to Timothy in 2 Timothy 3:16-17 that:
“16All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, 17so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.”
This summer we’re looking at some of the issues and questions you may face in your life and what God might have to say about how you can deal with them. Today we are going to look at an issue that many of you may have questions about or had questions about it the past – it’s an issue many of us have questions about from time to time. The issue for today is how to feel loved.
Can I feel loved?
Knowing that you are loved – important – and cared for is a basic human need. One of the core things you need to know to survive and thrive in the world is that you are loved. If you know that you are loved you are on the way to the happy, well balanced, loving life God created you to live. However, if you don’t feel that God or anyone else loves and cares for you – you could have a hard time in life.
Friends — the wonderful truth is that God loves you – and there are probably many others that love you also. You just have to accept that – know that — celebrate that – and live your life in joy and praise because of that — but there may be times in your life when knowing that God and others love you may be painfully difficult.
How can I know that God loves me?
Can I feel loved?
It was a great surprise for Sally and me to see some of our friends from Wentworth – the first community we lived in after I graduated from Seminary and where the first Churches I served were located – walk in the door here at Edgewood last Sunday. I served the Presbyterian Church in Wentworth for 25 years – part of the time while serving another Church in the community and part of the time while working in the school system and also serving as Director of the Reidsville Outreach Center. During my ministry at Wentworth I also served as a volunteer chaplain at two of the local hospitals. I will never forget an experience I had once as a volunteer chaplain. One night when I was the on call chaplain the hospital operator called me and said they had the body of a man who had committed suicide, and his family was asking if the Chaplain could “bury their brother”. I went to see the family – and felt very sad for them because they seemed to have no one else to turn to. I agreed to do the service, but didn’t know anything about the man whose funeral I would be conducting. I did know, however, that God loved him. The service was a graveside service, and it was cold that day. When I arrived for the service, it was raining hard – and before long the rain turned to sleet. The funeral director told me where to stand to lead the service. I asked him when the casket would arrive and he whispered to me: “There are the remains” and pointed to a small box. When the time came for the service to begin, only four people had showed up, and they seemed irritated to have been inconvenienced to have to come out in the sleet for the service. One of them said: “You know, it’s just like him to do something like this!” I stumbled through the service and closed with a prayer. On my way home, I couldn’t help but feel sorrow for this man. I didn’t see evidence that anyone in the world loved him. Maybe that’s why he committed suicide — he felt unloved and all alone. For the next few days I had the Beatles song “Eleanor Rigby” on my mind:
All the lonely people – where do they all come from? All the lonely people – where do they all belong?
There is no greater feeling in the world than knowing that you are absolutely, completely, and unconditionally loved – but there’s no greater emptiness than to feel—either rightly or wrongly—that no one loves or cares for you.
The journal of a noted criminal – someone who seemed to be “tough as nails” and who seemed to hate everyone had the words “Somebody, please love me” written in it many times. People will do just about anything in order to feel loved. Maybe you’ve thought: “If I succeed enough, people will love me” or “If I have a relationship with this person, he or she will love me” or “If I am pitiful enough, people will feel sorry for me and begin to love me” The problem is that none of these strategies work. If you pursue love by means of success you usually end up feeling used and unappreciated. The same can be said for trying to trade sex for love, and if you use a pity as a means of earning affection you will probably find that pity soon turns to contempt, and instead of feeling loved you end up feeling alone and abandoned. As the country song says, you shouldn’t spend time: “looking for love in all the wrong places” or for that matter doing all the wrong things.
The thing is — most of the time when you who feel unloved you have a distorted view of reality. You aren’t really completely unloved — you just don’t recognize the love that is in your life. Here’s a truth I hope every one of you will always remember: If you sometimes feel unloved, or if you are in a position in life where you feel that there is no one at all that loves you – the truth is that God loves you – and there is hope for you.
Can I feel loved?
If you feel unloved, you are in the right place – because the Church can offer you hope today. The hope the Church offers is the hope that there is someone who loves you, and to Him you matter very, very much — and He has gone to amazing lengths to prove His love for you. The hope the Church offers is that God loves you! God loves you with all of His heart, and He doesn’t love you just because you’re part of this big mass of humanity that God loves – no, He loves you individually. He loves you as if you were the only one in the world to love. No matter what you have done, and no matter what your life has been like, God loves you – and He wants to share His love with you.
The book of Hosea is a story that illustrates God’s love for you — and it shows to what length He will go to keep on loving you. It’s the story about a man named Hosea. It begins with God telling Hosea to marry an adulteress woman named Gomer. God knew that Gomer would be unfaithful, and yet God wanted Hosea to marry her anyway.
Why?
Because Hosea’s marriage to Gomer symbolizes God’s love for you. God loves you even though he knows in advance that there are going to be times when you are going to be unfaithful to Him and do things that go against Him and His will for you.
After Gomer gave birth to three children, she left Hosea and became a prostitute. Hosea stayed home and raised the children alone, while Gomer was out selling her body to strangers. Hosea searched for his wife. He wanted her back. Finally, he found her on an auction block. For a few pieces of silver and a few bushels of barley Hosea bought back the wife who had deserted him. He took her in his arms and he said to her, “Come home. You’re to live with me now, and I will live with you.” This story of Hosea’s love for Gomer is the story of God’s love for you. Whether you feel unloved a little or a lot, some of the time or all of the time, this story has much to tell you about the relationship God wants to have with you. It matters more than any other relationship in your life. Once you grasp God’s love, you will never spend another day feeling unloved — because you will be filled with love from the one who matters most.
Hosea 2: 14-20 describes God’s love for you.
1. First of all — God loves you – and directs His love to you — personally.
He loves you as an individual. He knows your name. He knows your needs. He understands your hurts and fears. His relationship with you is based not on what you do for Him, but what He does for you.
Listen to what He says in verse 16 – “In that day…you will call me ‘my husband’; you will no longer call me ‘my master.’”
You see — God doesn’t want to treat you like a slave — He wants to treat you like His beloved spouse. God wants a relationship with you based on love. The relationship isn’t to be one of tyranny, but one of tenderness.
Listen to what he says about Gomer, in verse 14 — and realize that it can be said about you as well… “Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her.”
You may feel unloved because you have done some things that are unlovely, but God loves you anyway. He wants to have a tender, loving, devoted relationship with you — as a husband should have with his wife. God loves you with all of His heart, and He directs His love toward you personally, as an individual. God loves you like you’re the only person in the world — it’s a personal love.
That’s the first thing you can know about God’s love.
The second thing you can know it that:
2. God promises to love you forever. His love is permanent. Listen to what He says in verse 19 …
“I will betroth you to me forever.”
The word “betroth” means engagement — in Hosea’s time it was a binding, unbreakable promise to marry. In fact, in those days it was easier to get out of a marriage than it was to get out of an engagement. So, God uses this phrase: “I will betroth you to me forever.” God’s love lasts forever. It is permanent. It doesn’t come and go.
You may remember a song from the 1970’s by the band “Pure Prairie League”. The chorus had the words:
Falling in and out of love with you, Falling in and out of love with you, Don’t know what I’m going to do, I keep falling in and out of love with you.
This might describe human love, but it is not how God loves you. His love lasts forever—it doesn’t on increase on your good days or decrease on your bad days.
A few years ago there was a Wendy’s commercial that began with a mother saying: “Kids. Most days you love them, but other days, well…” Then the commercial went on to say that Wendy’s was a great reward for good kids, or something to that effect. When I first saw that commercial, I couldn’t believe it. Wendy’s pulled it after a very short run — I guess they realized the message it communicated. Any parent knows that even on their worst days, you don’t stop loving your kids. And even on your worst day, God doesn’t stop loving you. His love is forever. God loves you with all his heart–and his love lasts forever.
The third thing you can know about God’s love is this:
3. God gives his love to you without holding anything back.
Have you ever been in a relationship where you were afraid to give 100% of yourself, because you felt that you might get hurt? Of course, it usually becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy — if you don’t give love in a relationship, the relationship cannot last. If you can’t trust the person you’re in a relationship with, the relationship may be doomed from the start. God takes a completely different approach. He knows from the start that you will do things against His will. He knows that you will sin — and he knows that your sin will break His heart. And yet He loves you anyway — and He doesn’t hold anything back.
Most people will not love you this way. You may try to love others unconditionally, but there is no way you can love someone as perfectly as God loves you — because you’re not perfect. God’s love for you is different than any other love you will ever experience. Others may love you for what you do — God loves you for who you are. Others may love you temporarily — God loves you forever. Others may love you for the things they see on the surface — God loves you even though He knows the deepest, darkest parts of your life. Others may love you in an on and off manner — God’s love for you is always on. He doesn’t hold anything back. Listen to what He says in verses 19-20 …
(v. 19-20) I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion. I will betroth you in faithfulness…
Righteousness – justice – love – compassion — faithfulness. God’s not promising His eternal love to you because you have these qualities – God’s promising His eternal love because He has these qualities. He is saying, in effect: “I am completely righteous, and I will put my righteousness on the line for you. I am completely just, and I will put my justice on the line for you. I am always compassionate, and I will make my compassion available to you always. I will forever be faithful to you.”
When God loves you, He holds nothing back. He’s not watching you from a distance with His arms folded, waiting to see if you can become worthy of His love. He already loves you, and He always will — no matter what you have done. No matter what others think of you, and no matter what you think of yourself, God views you with a heart full of love. God loves you! God loves you with all His heart. He loves you forever. He loves you completely. He loves you without holding anything back. In fact, over 2000 years ago, in a manner far more dramatic than Hosea buying back his wife, God sent His son into the world to die for your sins. He did it for one reason: Love.
“God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son…”
No matter how alone you may feel, you are not alone. No matter how unlovely you may think you are, you are not unlovable. God loves you. There is nothing you can do to deserve that love – all you can do – and all you have to do — is accept it. When Hosea found Gomer being auctioned in the town square, she could do nothing to save herself. She couldn’t undo the past and she couldn’t suddenly make herself worthy. All she could do was allow Hosea to pay the price, and then go home with him and start a new life.
That’s all you can do. You can’t change the past, or undo any of the things that caused you to feel unloved. You can, however, reach out and accept God’s love, and go on your way with Him by your side – knowing that you are loved – and living in a new way because of His love.
Can I feel loved?
Yes, you can, because God loves you. Amen.